a journey

i have understood it is a journey

a journey

of self-hate*1000

a journey

to accept the constant slut shames

a journey

to feel relevant and important, which never comes

a journey

to accept the apologies that never came

a journey

to understand somethings are beautiful the way it is

a journey

to be seen for all the chaos that i am

a journey

to make love with my wounds

a journey

to cuddle the emptiness

a journey

to expect nothing from you

a journey

to let go

a journey

to learn how to love you from afar

a journey

to fondle my body, mind, and soul

a journey

to embrace my solitude

a journey

to finally accept the broken in me

a journey

for me to find the divine in me

i have understood it is a journey